We are programmed at a young age to learn the ways of “life”. Go to school, get a job, have a family and retire. That never made sense to me, and what made even less sense was my parents coming home everyday miserable from a job they hated. Was that just the way? I wondered. Would my life look like theirs? I felt lack and a saw lack. As we get older, at least for me I eventually gave in to survival mode being the way to live. Ever since I was a teenager I’ve always been nervous about where will my next meal come from, how will I pay this bill or that bill, basically questioning every dollar I spend and feeling a piece of me break anytime I’d reach for my wallet.
This was my life the last 10 years. I am working hard to change my ways, each day is different with my changing relationship towards money. We have to break the cycle. Unlearn the uncomfortable things we felt towards money growing up and take back our abundant powerful lives. What if you had everything you needed? Would you still feel like you’re lacking? My answer before was yes, I’m always lacking, I never will have enough and I will have to work for every penny that comes into my life. Wrong, wrong, wrong. Money is energy, like everything else. The more you look at money as the enemy it will run even further from you. We must step into a space of gratitude. Be grateful for the gas in your car, be grateful for the groceries you were able to buy this week. Be grateful for the quarter you find on the ground even! Watch you finances multiply, feel less anxiety when you pay your bills for the month. It’s all about trusting that God/ source/ universe/ will always provide for the vibration we are transmitting. We get to choose how our lives feel but even more we must take action to live our lives the way we want instead of living paycheck to paycheck. This is a journey, just like life, there’s no rush. Be grateful for this life and all of the wealth flowing to you now, once you tap into living you’ll never want to go back to surviving.