When you think of the person you want to be in your life, what do you think of?
Is it safe to take action to be this person? What if you can’t? What if you’re fear takes over……
When we question and doubt our abilities or who we can be or even who we are, we automatically become small in the face of our big dreams. Have you ever wanted something and you were the only thing standing in your way. Maybe a loving relationship you can’t open up to, maybe a promotion or pay raise you’ve been waiting for.
How exactly do we get to that point where we step into that power and not just something we are aching to have? I am truly still finding the answer to this, but I have found that when we step into the embodiment of that thing whether it be love, wealth, or even something like a new home (which is what I’ve been aching for). When we vibrate at the frequency of what we want we are that much closer. What you can’t do is play victim and act like everything is happening to you instead of for you. In times of darkness all we want to do is leave it all, but what if there is a valuable lesson at the end of all that fear and discomfort?
Over a year now I’ve been in this unshakable pattern of struggling to move forward. I feel stuck, even though I know I am never stuck, shaking this feeling has been anything but easy. If I could put my finger on one issue I would have solved all of my problems by now as to why I’m still in the state I’ve lived my entire life, but that is not the case. I love my home town but new places are calling me. I never expected struggling with depression would make me feel so stuck for so long. This was never my plan, and the longer I have stayed the harder it has been to face the fears, the doubt, and the lack of motivation. Every time I saved enough money something came up that stopped me from going somewhere new. Every time I got enough courage to just start over doubt kept me quite. I was afraid to embody a life I really wanted. I thought after seeing my parents struggle for so long, I’d have to struggling to make any of my dreams come true. I am starting to question all of the fears finally instead of myself. How can something be so powerful it keeps you from fulfilling your purpose? The answer is because you are giving the fear, the doubt and the pain power, your power. As soon as I said I’m going to be this version of myself I need. The person I wanted to be was inside me all along, I just had to give myself permission to fully embody who I am. Think about what you want, without judgment or limitations. This is already you. What do you have right now in this moment that gets your energy forced on that vibration of love, inspiration and creativity or that thing you really want? Embody the love you want. Embody the style you want. Embody the life you want. The dreams you are dreaming are coming your way if you let them. If you let it be true the abundance you are dreaming of is already yours, let it come to you. Trust and believe what is meant for you will always come to you.